tired!

2004-06-04T21:51:00.000-07:00

okie, haha, finally updating this. well, not much have happened... actually there is, but not suppose to say anything about it. anyway, ya, so i have been training and going to either my grandmother and cousins house after training, hardly any time to study. i had time last night. studied a bit only. i'm so annoyed with myself for not being diciplined enough... and not studying hard enough for the mid years. but it's all over. i shall work harder for end year.hmm, okie, i found out yesterday that i was going australia with my cousins and their parents, WITHOUT mine. sigh...but i'm looking forward to it i guess. and it happen to fall during the time of CHEERS competition. i hope my tournament falls on 14th or 15th, cause i'm leaving on the 16th.. i'll get home sick, going away for like 8 days. sigh... yep, i'm sighing all the way now, cause in about an hours time i gotta go back to study. yea...
zelei shi min michelle and maybe wei qin went out to watch harry potter... i wanna go, but i'm not suppoe to go out. ah! well, i hope i can watch it with my sis, it's the only time i can go out. haha. hmm... going training later... oh ya! and my previous entry, it's sortta solved. haha. okie, i not gonna waste all the time ihave on the computer blogging. okie, see ya all when school re opens except badminton peeps! lurf ya all! muackz!

2004-05-14T21:59:00.000-07:00

i'm lost... lost in the wrold of friendship. what have my friendship with my friends become? we are like turtles... going our own way... out of 3 best friends, i'm only close to one, one's gone, but still some what with me, but one is gone, totally gone, never gonna come back. what's the use of telling her, when she will only give all sorts of excuse? why tell someone something that she won't, or can't accept? she has changed... from an innocent gentle sweet lamb into a goat(haha, i dunno why goat, maybe cause it's less innocent and sweet than a lamb) she's not the same... why can't i have that friend back? why can't i not get annoyed and stop dau-ing her? sometimes i wonder if it's that difficult to find a friend that won't leave you for other friends so easily... i've changed too, but not the way you did. if you are reading this and you know who you are... i hope you'll understand what i feel, but i doubt so. i'm not the only one to feel this way. i'm not asking you to leave your friends now, but i'm asking you to change back to the person i once knew in 6P. if you can't accept this small request that i'm asking, i'ld rather not have you as my friend, cause the now you is someone i really dislike, getting influence by some others.

2004-05-13T03:53:00.004-07:00

sigh, okie, today was good and bad... cause getting annoyed by this person, who always self pity, blabs about her self on and on and on... ah! annoying pig! haha, but than agin, i went out with my dear sarah... we were like walking around orchard. stupid girl, make me go into so many shops and loook. haha, but bought her a shirt from ZARA, which she wanted, and everyone in there were looking at us. haha. anyway, there was this lady, oh man... she bought so much clothes. as least so ex clothes. haha. it's was like she spent 225 plus i think... crazy, and it's was mostly undergarment, netting. hahahahaha. sarah and i were like erh... heh. anyway, than went other places, meet lotsa girls...took neo with kim, one with yvonne rui and smelly. haha. one with sarah alone too! spent so much, ah! haha, mostly on neoprint. i not going out till ending of june hols. gotta save up. haha. yep, than walked alot... sigh, okie, i very lazy to type already, so that's mainly what happened today. gotta go! lurf you peeps! muackz!

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2004-05-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

yay! finally exams are over...hmm, so many schools still having theirs... haha, and we're free! okie okie, i was made to update my blog. everyone kept pestering me. okie, so today after math paper, i went out with zelei, clarissa, joanne, tamsind and nicole! yep, went to watch VAN HELSING! he is so cute! haha, oh ya, than in the theater, clarissa, zelei and i were tlaking and laughing non stop. stupid people. haha. but the show was okie larh... like ya, it was quite crappy. haha. than before that,(i realise i'm going backwords) we were eating. joanne and clare went to BK and the rest were at KFC, than talk talk talk. we were late for the show... haha. anyway, than zelei kept teasing me in the theaters! ah! haha, but i'll accept it. haha. yep, than we went to heeren... took neoprint. it's nice! haha, ust that i screwed it up. heh*blush blush* than blah blah.. met lotsa people. scgs terrorised the whole of orchard today. haha. yep, but i had to leave pretty early, than they all stayed on. felt so sad... haha, but at leat i enjoyed the time i was there!:D than blahb albh.... came home, sleep... oh ya! we bought the same badge too! so cute. and than i bought stickers too! it's really super nice, but than it's really super ex too! than i was lasing at home... going to watch tv agian. sigh. life so boring now that exxams are over. haha. nothing to study, or at least don't want to. haha. going out tomorrow again! yay! gonna meet me pr friends! oh my, i miss them so so so much! ah! can't wait. sigh. haha, okie. gotta go now! nights everyone! watch my tv! haha. lurf ya! muackz!

2004-05-07T00:50:00.000-07:00

hello!!!!!! haha, finally came online, after one whole week of studying(studied pretty hard i guess, but not geog. haha. i feel asleep after studying less than 2 hours. hmm...) heh. anyway, yea, i'm so happy! no more memorising subjects already! hurray! falalala... yep, training is tomorrow, and i dunno which scgs girl going with me... eek! hmm... i'll be getting results about 1 week before my birthday, ah! it's gonna be a bad birthday! wah! hmm, anyway, it's over, i can't do anything now. i can slack like crap now that chinese(i won't study properly) math, lit is left only. i can't study, but i'lll do lotsa practices for math!hmm, why am i talking about studies!? oh no. okie, i shall tlak about after exam today. i was laughing like made again, for no reason, as usual. than i had to go business centre, but than had to wait for lei's mum, than don't want her to wait, so i did not go, but i was laughing to hard! i was so uncomfortable... haha. yep. okie okie, i'm boring you guys out now. see ya! bye! muackz!

2004-05-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

hello! guess what!? haha, yay! i lost 1 kg! but i'll put it on, so what's the diff, but it's good enough i guess. yep. sigh... finally finish revising history... haha, yay! but i must must must do well for science, i failed, and i must pick myself up agian. and i can't let mr jeow down, cause he may *****, and if he really does, i want him to *****, feeling proud of my class. feeling really bad about this, fancy putting someone's ******* to an end. omg, how bad can we get? not as bad as my sis class, but still... sigh. okey, must pick myself up tomorrow. hmm, yea, exams are like in 1 day and 56 minutes time. ah! how freaky... never felt this way in primary school... my computer so super slow today! hmm, okie, suppose to come online to do some more important stuffs than this. hmm, gotta go now! nights peeps! lurf ya! muackz!

2004-04-30T21:37:00.000-07:00

i realise something... my 6p friends all forgot me already... they all not tagging me board, i so sad! wah! they don't lurf me any more! humph. fine. i'm such a pig.

2004-04-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

heya! haha. i'm so giddy... i was spinning round just now. haha. so retarded. so happy! my sis taught me some gym thinge last night. haha. falala... studying history just now, sigh. i'm getting really annoyed! but i won't tell you why. haha, i'm so lame... i was telling zelei the other day that i shall ask her over to my house to play basketball, cause we live pretty near, than i was like, okie, we go play b ball, but i have not ball. than she started laughing like crap. haha, weirdo... ah! what is wrong with the weather? it's disgusting. anyway, yea, mid years coming... all the best everyone! we must all do well! realise something? i'm saying so muc crap cause i've got nothing to say. haha. lalala... gotta go back study again later. yep. sigh... why is moe so hard on us!? haha. fine, i think i go soon, cause i feel so spastic talking so much crap. yep. bye! lurff all those who lurf me!

2004-04-30T05:45:00.000-07:00

hello! haha, finally, after 5 whole days of not posting... falalala... yep, ok, feeling so panicky now, have not finished studying history which is like on wednesday! ah! help! sigh. hmm, ok... writing letter to my dearest mei, joanna. i was forced to! joking. falala... can't wait til training, i feel so rusty. yep, and today was not really good... ok, i think i better so pretty soon. sigh, everyone getting swollen finger cause of basket ball or net ball, poor thing... and i got nothing else to say... had recess with my sis and friends, not very peaceful. haha. and ya, she disturb me alot. oh ya! and the angel and ward thinge going on in school is so fun! just that both my angel and ward are people i know, so boring one... haha. yep. sigh, so few people tagging now. hmm. what to do, i so anti social one. but never mind. oh yea, i wanna say something to those people out there : never bother about what people think, cuase its an opinion, so it may not be true. bother about what you think of yourself! yep, learn from me. got a few teasings, but it did not bother me did it? i'm still as happy as ever! yay! haha. ok, gotta go visit other blogs before i log off! lurff ya! muackz!
**ps. to badminton girls!"EUNICE'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW, TANIA'S ON 15TH, AND MINE, MUAHAHAHA. YOU GO FIND OUT. HAHA. HINT HINT*"

2004-04-25T04:58:00.000-07:00

hello, have not updated for like ages. yep. i just finish dinner, and i went jogging before that. sigh... my staminar going down already. i must train more. humph. and my sis was helping me to do some gym stuffs on the bar, haha, now i can go up by myself!! yay! ok, than i did like 3 pathetic chin ups with the help of my sister, and my sis did 8. trust me, she can do more. sigh. i feel so lousy, haha. yep, now waiting for my mum to finish watching her korean show, than i can watch my show. last episode! ah! sigh... those out there who are at my blog now and you have a friendster, you owe me a testimonial! haha, joking. i won't force ya. hmm... have been studying the whole day, and something really funny happened. i was laughing to myself even after that. i won't tell you unless i think i should. yep! ok, gotta go watch tv now. see ya! lurf ya all! muackz!

2004-04-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

sigh... so depressing... i am getting C* for nearly everything... sigh... i dunno, and i failed my science... i am so screwed... sigh. ok, today was pretty ok, school, math was annoying, my teacher was trying too hard to make us like her... and the rest were ok, except science, which stupid jeow did not show any privacy... whatever pigg. ok, than after school. we went to support the finals! yay! tkgs vs st nics. yep, although i have friends from st nics, i still hoped tkgs would win, cause i dunno. heh. yep, they fought reall super duper hard, i'm sure those who went would think so too. ok, than i won't tell you who won though, embarrass that school. we were disturbing sharmaine as usual, going sharmaine so this and that. haha. so fun to disturb her, although she my senior. haha, than after prize giving, we had to sing national antheme, so funny, i was like giggling half the time. than i nearly had to go toilet halfway. and everyone, nearly everyone in the team were all like laughing cause dodo was there... sigh. yep, than we had to leave and stuff... so sad. than went home blah blah blah... ok, i gotta go now, see ya! lurf ya guys! nights!

2004-04-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

ah! what's the school problem ah!? it's like... they giving this pretty major project now, when mid-years are nearing. whatever lorh... we not very free lorh. it's like... i dunno. than giving so much homework, shouldn't it be time where we get to do revisions, and no homework for the time being? i think the school has major problem. waiting for my page to load... ok, i gotta go now! see ya! sorry it's so short... lurf ya all out there! muackz!

2004-04-19T04:58:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone... just came back form the dentist, yuck. haha, anyway, yep, i think the tooth i plucked out is good luck... cause after i plucked, tkgs girls messaged me and told me they won their match! hurray! well done! hehe. ok, anyway, ya, i have to put braces soon... sigh. but so cool, i want to choose my colours, so fun! lalala... hmm, todya i have not studied at all, damn. oh ya, i wanted 2 over hours for my turn at the NDC, whatever lorh... stupid. and i got my chinese and math back, and it was totally scrwed! falala... sigh.. ok, gotta go bath now, than study, than maybe come online again! yay! hahahaha, ok, see ya all asap(i dunno what i talking about). yep. huggies(dry comfort) kisses(chocolate) ! lurf ya! tata!

2004-04-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

hie everyone... sigh, finally had a break after studying history for so long... my mum in bad mood today.. eek. sigh, ok, today's really irritating... cause people are irritating me! bleaugh... anyway, yep, so today was nothing, except i met a new friend... but i dunno IT well enough... my stupid history book... haha, ok, that was super lame. well, anyway, i think i better go soon. sigh. but i can tell you something, i'm laughing at the computer now, haha, dunno why...

2004-04-16T22:26:00.000-07:00

ah, i dunno why, i suddenly feel so down... i thinking of the old days, i guess it's both p6 and the time i had with my sec 4 badminton seniors. feeling really down. i want to cry, but i just can't seem to... ok, so i shall talk about why me seniors are leaving, and why i feel so sad...
beginning of the year, i felt really odd, as in, i felt new i guess. so yeah, this 2 girls called shi min and michelle had to help julie and me. so they ask for our name blah blah blah. than i got closer, julie and i were laughing nearly the whole time.ok, so i got closer to them. they were sortta the closest to us then. so after that, cause julie and i talk alot, and laugh alot, so our seniors slowly got use to us and talked. that's how it started. than now that tournaments are over, they will have to leave, as in, not come for training any more. than the last training they had with us, i was tearing at the track. i was really very sad. i could not laugh like usual, talk as much. i made them feel bad, i'm sorry, but i really can't help it. i wanted to cry really hard, but than too embarrassed. than i went home, cried pretty badly. even now, i still feel so emtpy inside. it's like, within 4 months we all became so close. i can't imagine the day when the leave scgs, not just badminton. i will drown the whole school. sigh. i dunno why i react so strongly. but i guess it's just me.
so yeah, some of you may wonder why i change blog right? it's cause the other blog is junk now. so i hope you guys will like this blog better. and the song i'mlistening to now is not making things any better. ok, so i will stop here. and if any seniors in sec 4 this year comes, i just want to tell you, you all better come back and visit us, and that the juniors all lurv you guys. all the best for your o levels. lurv ya! muackz